Today - 3rd day of brand new year.
Second time spend my time at company last for 15 hours. (voice from deep of my heart: i'm okay and well condition)
Brain thinking of : There are many things need to change, there are many decision waiting me to decide, there are still lots of challenges waiting me to handle.
Anyway, there are still somethings, i can't make any decision or should be not to make any decision.
I'm keeping try to protecting a family with my method but this is not suit for other members though?
I'm keeping silent to cold down myself, but my silent will hurt on someone?
I'm trying to make someone happy, but this will make others not happy?
I'm trying not to listen those bad stuffs yet i'm fail to be deaf?
I'm trying to dumb myself yet unable to mute it?
I'm lucky enough yet i'm not feeling gratitude enough? if you think so, you're definitely wrong.
Everyone have the past, if you think your past are much more pity than others, you envy of others, same stories and you try to exchange with others, no one will have a good life and so no one will have a really bad life after born. The god give you something, there will be grab something from you.
Tired enough, and seriously need a good rest and a real supporter!
Pray for luck, good luck to me! everything goes well very very soon...
